Was listening to the radio and heard this song, how profound was it. It just reminded me that I have not loved anyone beside my children and myself in the last 10 years. Love has not been my friend for a long time. Last time I loved I spent five years in a relationship and then it was all gone in a matter of minutes. Made me very bitter but I want to love again just do not know how. So afraid of the pain coming again. I know I should not judge past relationships with presents but I can't seem to get the courage or strength to start a new relationship without wondering when will the bottom fall out of this.
How do you get past the pain and open yourself for love again? Wish I knew.
Well if you knew that answer you would be really rich. That is a question many of us have had. Sometimes you just have to go for it, you can not look at the negative or you will fail, look for the positive and enjoy whatever you time you have with the person you care about and it will go along way.
ReplyDeleteKim,
ReplyDeleteYour post is like deja'vu to me. I too after five years in a relationship found my whole world falling apart. It's the hardest thing to start over alone and find yourself again. I just focus on myself on my goals in life. I have the same fears and just hope that along the way while I'm occupied with life that love will find me. Until then just hang on tight and do the best you can do for you and your family.
Melanie you are so right starting over again is so hard. Just leaves you feeling like you have failed at something that is so important to humans. I understand what you are going through and wish you past the pain and into a new loving relationship now if I can follow my own advice I would be great. LOL
ReplyDeleteI am where you are now and when I find the answer I will let you know. If you get the answer before me, please let me know. Until we find the answer let's just focus on the ones that we know love us, our children and grandchildren.
ReplyDelete